||[Jan. 21st, 2005|08:15 am]
dementedxcore - talk about your issues
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I'm taking something all-natural to help me sleep, because when I'm having my bipolar "ups," they come with insomnia. For some reason, I only sleep halfway through the night. I wake up at like, around four in the morning, and can't fall back asleep. So then, I have to lay there because my husband can't sleep unless I'm in bed, and all I can do is think all these miserable things... about infidelity and how my friend Callie is getting married to someone she shouldn't, and how my ex-best friend hates me...
It sucks and I hate not being able to sleep. Sleep is the only time my mind gets its rest.